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We continued our pregnancy as if
nothing was wrong. It was very difficult for me because I
worked with two other women who were pregnant. They were due
at the beginning of June and Kyle was due on August 19. When I
went back for my appointments my doctor told me she did not
expect Kyle to make it until August. She didn't even expect
him to make it through the birth. At this time I began to pray
to God. I asked him to let my baby be born alive; I just
wanted to hold him and know that he was safe in my arms if
only for a moment. Throughout the remainder of my pregnancy I
focused on the hope that Kyle would be born alive. As my due
date became nearer I developed a common condition with
anencephaly called polyhydraminos (an excessive amount of
amniotic fluid) which caused me to look further along that I
actually was. I actually had customers ask me if I was
expecting my child any day. The other two women I worked with
hadn't even gone into labor yet! This made it very
uncomfortable for me, but not for very long.
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